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Old [22 Aug 2011|11:40am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I really can't believe that I am about to be 35 freaking years old. I think I was like 22 when i signed up.....

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tOday....... [19 Aug 2011|11:15am]
[ mood | confused ]

today was almost perfect,
well- my mind was anyways. . 
I let it fill me like love,
like dopamine pushing into my brain
-my heart.

like heroin to virgin veins
like wet tongues to dry places

the lights were off behind the sunglasses,
and plastic melted into the blotted black stars
around my eyes. . 
Cause I wanted you

I wanted you, 
just like I whispered with this fragile mouth. .

this broken mouth and face,
these broken bones & smiles

like acid at the ocean

like god inside your face

oh , the romance we create..
our imaginations never fail to amaze me.
maybe even the fairy tale lust was fake
.. and you shouldnt have known me today.

beauty tells me I'm in love with everything
every
single 
word
.
every 
scene
.
every 
heart

I long to greet you in my dreams,
tonight- I'm gone.

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bing! [13 Jan 2010|01:04pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

it's beeen ages but i think i am going to start writing here again.....
going to tx...and i am soooo excited!
XOOX
DomZ

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soooooooo long! [12 Jul 2009|01:30pm]
[ mood | hot ]

It seems like it's been forever sincce i have been on my lj. I have been trying to get into my yahoo account so i can update my yahoo group. I can not remember the pass word to save my fucking life. i have tried everything they ask. I have no ideaa. HUMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!! Does anyone know of another way to get in...
Maybe if i write them or something. FUCKIN A!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so annoyed.

So the whole reason i want to get into the stupid thing is because i have decided that i want to start with the modeling stuff again. I keep getting offers ....well actually they have never stopped but i've rejected them do to my past hell with drug and booze...
It just kind of takes everything you care about and puts it on hold. So now that i have managed to kick the methadone i want to start shOwing my old ass off..lol! No but seriously i know that i look better than most bitches who are like ten years younger. FUCK! I still get carded and i love love love it! haha!

That is the one thing heroin did for me. It slowed down the aging process big time..especially with the massive amounts of dOpe i used to do! I could shoot fucking anyone under the table..same with drinking,
NO! I'm not bragging either ...it's fucking awful and the kick ...Oh!!!!!the kick!!!!!!!! PURE FUCKING 100% hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think people are fucking stupid who even want to dabble in it. If you aren't a junkie already then why become one. The first time i ever did H was when i was fourteen and it was not by choice.....
Yeah so when people brag about their little pill habits and whatever i'm like yeah stupid keep it up until one day u wake up sicker than hell and have no idea why...O! and that fucking awful feeling of coming out of your skin....u just want to rip your skin off and run down the street screaming or banging your head against something until u knock yourself out.....but seriously u can't sit down, sit up, lay down, move.............. nothing helps but the dope....or lots of time. what seems like lifetimes...of time.
the only thing ..that instant thing to take it all away instantly....is dope!
METHADONE is the monster of them all..................and i was on a high fucking dose and guess what i kicked that shit..........and my asshole of an x is still accusing me of being loaded on it when i'm not.
He just wants a reason to complain about something cause he is a fucker!

anyways...i dunnO how i got so onto the drug subject but i guess because i was talking to my friend Kady about it earlier today on face book. anyways theres so much to say but to much to write but if anyone is on dope... one word for u SUBOXONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the shit really is a miracle drug =) sooo ask me if u need help or info or anything..... email me here psychozombieghoul@yahoo.com ............

OH! so anyways i am going to model again. I just have to get some things in order but i have some stuff set up alot actually and with great photographers. Lot's of rad ideas too.....................fun fun!

anyways.....i'm blabbing
so i am going to go chow on some food.....................yums

xooxx
DomZ

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BIG GAY SKETCH SHOW..HELP!!!!!! [17 Feb 2009|02:17pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Help guys!!!!!!!!!!!!
It has been a dream of mine to be on tHE biG gAY sKETCH sHOW.

It's basically a gay saturday night live.

Those of you who know mw know that i can be a funny mutherfucker.

so i beg of you to please vote for me.
PLEASE PLEASE WITH SUGAR IN TOP!
thanks
Domiana
p.
s i haven't made my video yet but it's coming! HELp!

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please join this memorial benefit for gidget gein...thanks [23 Nov 2008|05:03am]

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wow.... [16 Nov 2008|08:22am]
[ mood | mellow ]

I swear it has been atleast a year or so since i've been on this thing. I had totally forgotten about it until my home girl Elena asked me if i had a LJ a few days ago. Shen then told me that she added me so i figured i'd check things out and see how everyone is doing since it's been ages and ages since i've been on here......

Gosh! Since i last wrote on here so much has happened. The think i'm most proud of is kicking my very NASTY heroin habit. I have talked alot about in my myspace blogs. Yeah...i was up to about 200 or moe a day in heroin. I got obsessed with not only the feeling but the whole ritual of it all and just being sick ,twisted and naughty. I have paid the price though. i'm stuck on fuckin 100 milgrams of methadone i'm trying to kick and i no longer have any veins. So i couldn't hit a vein if i tried...and muscleing it just sucks n is a waste....................soOO ja that was that and it went on for a long ass time...but now i'm proud to say that i am 100% clean and don't even drink..not even a beer..GROOODY! I have workd much to hard tO fuck with my hard earned sobriety.............. sooo thats that

U all know i've lived in Long Beach forever. I just loved the whole 1920's style places. I lives in gay land for awhile ehich i adored but....recently i just moved int oa big house with a pool, jacuzzi , fire place,game room, dinning, room,,,,huge balcony where u can actually plat a freakig garden if u want. The place is a fucking deam come true. I'm working on my room this week and it's going to be gorgeous and cozy....very naughty and it jusr screams passion...sexO! I'm doing all the painting and stff today. U guys know my style and how obsesssed i am with moroccon style stuff soooooooo...ja just try and guess what it'll look like.. i'llpost pixxxys later....


GA! I haven't been sleping well cause i'm trying to kick the fucking methadone 5 miligrams a week...sounds easy huh? ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuckin hell! It's totally awful. I feel old and broken people..........lol

So...what is everyone guna do for XMAS???????????????????

tell me something new and different.............

DomZ
p,s i am sooo in l0ve with that new show TRUE BLOOD! I know it's chessy but i luv it! lol
peace ya'll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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YAY! [15 Feb 2008|02:53am]
WoW..it's been ages since i have written on here..............
I'ma busy bee...............
You guys i have the most amazing ghoulfriend ever....and we are getting married
i have never been soo soo happy

so how has everyone been?

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STAPLES!!!!!!!!!!! [06 Jun 2007|08:33pm]
had to be rushed to the ER! I cut deeper that i thought through fat n muscle.........sooooo i had to have the gash STAPPPPLED up....like 12 ...it's beautiful.....................

anyways.....blllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i feel so fuckin chill and happy

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beeeen awhile...PIXXX [04 Jun 2007|03:15pm]
AS MANY OF YOU MAY KNOW..I HAVE BEEN IN REHAB FOR ABOUT 3 MONTHS...STILL HERE
I LOVE IT...IT'S HELPING SOOO MUCH
HERE ARE SOME PICS......OF ME N MY REHAB NUT FRIENDS
P.S WE'RE ALL JUNKIES..LOL


michael,me,sondra n jeff





usss ghouls been nutty..with dahmer



bird turd n me..lol



Dahmer & me

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up! [18 Mar 2007|10:29am]
though my son told me i look like a clown...lol!


MN...A BIT MORE

last night was fun..............................tonight will be fun,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,OH JA!

dankie tom n erika.....for the fun times in the car..NO i don't mean anything like that people....... but it's a secret....lol!



made out with a bunch of hawt girls....weird because normal girls were up on my shit tooooo....lol i was big a WHORE last night........................!lol! IT'S FUCKING PLAYAAAAA TIME...... BUT ONLY ONE GIRL HAS MY HEART....SHE KNOWZ WHO SHE IS!

later i'm gunna go chill with Satoki & Gear.......

gunna pick my nose

talk smack on people who deserve it....

play with my pusssyZ

make pork and beans

etc etc...

lol

i'm feeling stoooopid today!

dain bramage

p.s i think im gunna do porn to.....lol girl/girl..... kidding

FoomZ

p.s my cats all male...and all fags...they are all snacking on each others balls

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k daaa hawk! [16 Mar 2007|04:38pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

okiee...the hawk isn't up and i still have to bleach the sides.....but..whatcha think? i knoww i look like helll...................but that is what heppens when u spend the night with EVA! lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i luv u babydoll..n thanks for fixing my hawk!



..c u tom

much LUVIN

B

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shit! [15 Mar 2007|06:04pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

So i have a new DOOOO !!!!!!!!! Ja i totally went for it and shaved my head...well sorta pulled a Brit Spears!!!!!!! I now hair a deathrock HAWK!!!! I fucking am lUving it tooooo...... I can't wait to put on makeup.....and get all dolled up!



I'm gunna have fucking fun before rehab!!!! yes!!!! I'm kinda crazy.....actually just a bit sad so i'm going away for a bit...................on MONday!

I just want to thanks my REAL friends for being there for me last night....MIKE,DUANE,CHRISTY & SPOOK!!!! i luv u guys.....and guess what i'm happpppy today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET'S ALL GO TO SINISTER BEFORE I HIT THE LOONEY BIN..LOL!!!!!

I'M HORNY!!!!! HUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!

DOMZ

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pixxx from drag strip last night... [12 Mar 2007|02:17am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

had a mutherfucking BLAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











DomZ

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R.I.P BEAUTIFUL [08 Feb 2007|03:46pm]
[ mood | sad ]

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VOTE FOR MY GORGEOUS X -GIRLFRIEND!!!!..PWEASE!!!!! [21 Dec 2006|01:20pm]
vote for my x- girl!!!!

MS FEBRUARY...CASSANDRA LYNN
IS TEXT MESSAGE WITH THE TWO DIGIT CODE THAT APPEARS UNDER YOUR PICK'S PIC TO PLBOY (75269).... ALSO FOR $1.99 GET WALLPAPER FOR UR PHONE!!!!

THANKS SOOO MUCH GUYS






PLAYBOY.COM/PMOY

OR SEND A TEXT MESSAGE WITH THE TWO DIGIT CODE THAT APPEARS UNDER YOUR PICK'S PIC TO PLBOY (75269).... ALSO FOR $1.99 GET WALLPAPER FOR UR PHONE!!!!

THANKS SOOO MUCH GUYS



LUV, DOMIANA

p.s i'll post some good old goth piXXX of Cass and I from back int the day!!!! lol

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k... i WANT one!!! [29 Oct 2006|06:39pm]

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ha.....why i don't drink! [27 Oct 2006|04:41pm]
http://adweek.blogs.com/adfreak/2006/09/stop_hiding_and.html

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heheeeeee [23 Oct 2006|01:28pm]
they last fewDAYS/ nights have been soooooo much fun!!!! Sunday Alex and i went downtown and bought loads of fucking lashes and makeup oh and contacts....and for fucking dirt cheap!!!! YAY! i MUST thank my bud Alex for the hookup...THANK U GIRLY!!!! Saturday jess,alex and me went to a spooky house...well that wasn't that spooky but wew had alot of fun....and pigged out on omletes at Jerry's deli after......um um GOOD! Last night Jess, Duane and me went to the Placebo/ She Wants Revenge show...it was fuckign great!!!! BTW....THANKS FOR THE SHOW JESS.....!!!!!!!AKA CUPCAKE!!!! Then after we stopped by Evas place and hung out a bit.............oh and i ate a piece of pizza!!!! very bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fun fun goodtimes!!!!!

oh and here is a few piccccsss from my shoot with Karen Hsio and my bud BOOM BOOM!!!!!



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STUFF [17 Oct 2006|11:59am]
stuff!!!!
Last night Jess, Duane and I all went to see The Grudge 2 and it fucking blew. Oh my god this week and nexxt week are going to be so much fun. Tomorrow we are going to Universal Spooky studios for the spooky house and then Thursday Jess, Alex and I are going to random spooky houses in the valley and OH yes it's our PIG out day!!! So we are gunna pig the fuck out!!!! Sunday we are going to see Placebo & She wants Revenge ....Jess, Duane and I are!!!!!!!!!!! Lucha VaVoom on tuesday...i can't fucking wait for this one!!!!!! Wednesday is Club Party Monster and then Friday is BAts...sat the 28th is my LATEXXX voodoo priestest shoot with Venus & Pamela.....YAY!!!!!!!!!! it's gunna be fucking HAWT!!!! plus i'm fucking finally skinny again!!!! hehheeeeeeeeeeeeee BUT!!!!! I'm most excited about Sunday the 29th because i'm off to Tx to hang out with my little man for the next two weeks......YAY!

Life has been sooo much better latley....well other than being sick as fuck....

I sooooo want to chop my hair and even had a dream that i chopped it off to my chin and bleached it...i want blond hair sooo freaking bad but THE shit would fall out. It's already dreading naturallly...maybe i should dread it....whatcha think?????????? I want to have my lips done again to dammit!!!!! hum maybe i will..... I would really like to have all of my scars removed but that's freaking impossible...there are far to many and it makes me sad alot...oh well...battle scars i guess..........................

LOOKY AT THE NEWEST ADDITION TO OUR HOUSE HOLD...MY FRIEND VIMA AKA THE GIRL FROM LAST NIGHT FOUND HIM RECENTLY ON A ST CORNER..AND HER MAN WAS SUPER ALLERGIC SO SHE COULDN'T KEEP HIM.........ANYWAYS SHE ASKED IF I COULD ADOPT HIM... I HAVE 3 KITTYS ALREADY BUT WAS NOT GUNNA LET HIM GO WITHOUT A HOME....I CAN'T BARE TO SEE HOMLESS ANIMALS...=( WELL TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT...MY ROOMIE JESS RECENTLY LOST HER KITTY SO SHE HAS DECIDED TO ADOPT HIM SO YES...WE NOW HAVE 4 KITTYS..........IN DA HOUSE!! LOL CREEPY CAT LADYS....

HERE HE IS



xoox
dOMz

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